Where Crossroads Hold Their Breath

From her earliest days, Nia could hear them:
the murmurs of other lives she might have lived.

When she laughed, she could almost hear a version of herself who had stayed silent.
When she wept, she sensed another self who had turned away and felt nothing.
At every fork in the road, a thousand shadows arose —
not to frighten her,
but to whisper:

“What if you had turned left instead?”
“What if you had stayed?”
“What if you had never spoken?”

Her gift was not prophecy.
It was memory unmoored —
reflections of futures she hadn’t chosen,
but somehow still belonged to her.

She became a hunter of ephemera,
chasing wisps of paths not taken.
Her journals filled with sketches of unlived lives.
She grew intimate with futures —
and a stranger to the present.

One day, walking in the forest,
she came to a clearing
where the path split into seven,
each marked by a carved stone.

Each path called Choose me! —
with a song both insistent and tender.

One path sang of love.
One of solitude.
One of security.
One of danger.
One of happiness.
One of sorrow.
One of longing.
Nia stood at the crossroads and wept, unable to move.

Every step forward was a betrayal of the other six.
Every chosen life meant the death of six others.

But as she wept,
she saw someone in the distance:
a stranger cloaked in grey, silent,
striking a path that cut through the undergrowth —
not one of the seven carved roads.

A trail that was neither marked nor named.

The stranger did not hesitate.
Did not glance left or right.
Did not carry a map.
Did not mourn the paths not taken.

Nia called out:

“Wait! Don’t you wonder who you could have become?”

The stranger paused. Then turned.

The face was neither old nor young.
Neither male nor female.
And the eyes —
the eyes bore the ache of all unchosen lives…
…yet shimmered with peace.

“I did wonder,” the stranger said.
“But then I walked anyway. And the wondering faded.”

Nia looked down at the seven paths —
beautiful, tragic, endless.

Then she looked at the stranger’s trail:
narrow, tangled, raw.

It led not away from choice —
but through it.

She closed her eyes.
She took a breath.

And she stepped not onto a marked path —
but into the unknown,
where the earth had no names yet.

Behind her, the murmurs quieted.
Ahead, the path opened with each footfall —
not predicted,
not denied.

Just…
lived.

— William Zeitler 

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One response to “Where Crossroads Hold Their Breath”

  1. Miriam Avatar
    Miriam

    “E ela não pisou em um caminho marcado —
    mas no desconhecido,
    onde a terra ainda não tinha nomes.”

    Eu li e reli esta história prestando atenção ao que ela despertava em mim.
    Eu vi Nia partindo deste plano físico para o plano espiritual.
    Aqui encarnados, nos sentimos donos de nossos caminhos, de nossas escolhas.
    A vida acontece.
    E acontece de forma leve, seguindo um fluxo idêntico ao fluxo que todo o universo segue.
    Temos a sensação de controle mas realmente nada, nada, nada nós controlamos ou temos total liberdade de escolha.
    Nos frustramos com isso, nos angustiamos e no fim um caminho sempre se abrirá, independente de nossos sonhos ou escolhas.

    PS. Hoje uma tia, irmã de mamãe se foi. Eu imagino que ela teria escolhido não partir, pois estava com 87 anos e tinha muita vontade de viver. Ou será que ela escolheu partir? Haviam caminhos que ela poderia ter escolhido lá atrás, no passado, ou a vida lhe deu os caminhos que ela seguiu?
    Deixo aqui minha quase certeza, a gente não leva a vida, é a vida quem nos leva.
    Com gratidão, respeito e carinho 🙏🏻
    Miriam.

    + + +

    “And she did not step onto a marked path—
    but into the unknown,
    where the earth had not yet been named.”

    I read and reread this story, paying attention to what it awakened in me.
    I saw Nia departing from this physical plane to the spiritual one.
    Here, incarnated, we feel like we own our paths, our choices.
    Life happens.
    And it happens lightly, following a flow identical to the flow the entire universe follows.
    We have the sensation of control, but truly—we control nothing, nothing, nothing. We don’t have total freedom of choice.
    We become frustrated by this, we grow anxious—and in the end, a path always opens, regardless of our dreams or decisions.

    PS. Today, an aunt—my mother’s sister—passed away.
    I imagine she would have chosen not to leave, for she was 87 and full of desire to live.
    Or… perhaps she did choose to go?
    Were there paths she could have chosen long ago, in the past—or did life simply give her the roads she walked?

    I leave here my near certainty: we do not lead life—life leads us.
    With gratitude, respect, and affection 🙏🏻
    Miriam.

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